I talk to my book keeper and find that we have conflicting facts about our family. I've had to call my father a liar. It hasn't been a year yet since my father said that I could leave the family business. But he hasn't said alot. I would have prefered if he said that I don't have to worry about him and that he wants me to be happy. He only said that I can leave because he thinks I'm selfish for wanting to and betraying the family. So in a way, he never said that he is okay with me leaving. Just a week ago, he said I couldn't leave because of his age and business situation. He's a hypocondriac. I am not expecting for any bright ideas. I just wanted to let someone out there know what kinda of guy he is. I think my father is a narcissist. I know that psycological studies have showed causes and effects leading to even people like Hitler. But when is the individual responsible for his own decisions. My father is fake when he mourns over my brother's death. He really has a hate love for him. My best friend's mother said that my father doesn't want me to get married which contradicts what he's tellin everyone. Because he's hypocritical and doesn't know what he wants except that he consumed his life complaining and thinking about himself. He might as well live by himself. He periodically complains how he had many girlfriends and why he didn't marry them. Well, he chose not to. He has himself to blame. If I could have lived in the city I wanted 20 years ago, I'd have married my girlfriend. But my father decided for me that business is everything. Well, he is aetheist, so I guess his God is business.