I have been fighting since I broke a month without self harming... I went a little... uhm... 'nuts' Sunday and couldn't stop myself... after that I haven't really taken much care of the wounds. In fact I've been trying to stop them from healing... But today I decided I wanted to work on getting out of the habit again. I cleaned it and put bandaids on and it actually felt good to be taking care of myself again. I was just changing the baindaid and it ripped a piece of my healthy skin off! This is a bandaid meant for children! (yes I'm a 25 year old who likes to wear Hello Kitty, Minions or leopard print bandaids.) I quickly put a new bandaid on the new wound (different brand!) and one on the old one too... I'm just itching to fall into the habit again... I wrote a complaint to the company... but it doesn't change that the urges are coming up again. I had JUST started working on it.