FEAR of everything

Discussion in 'I Have a Question...' started by total eclipse, Jul 30, 2009.

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  1. total eclipse

    total eclipse SF Friend Staff Alumni

    FEAR of him of failure of never getting rid of dam saddness and pain
    fear of loosing her so much fear its crippling then from fear come hate of self for being this way. I wish had courage to fight more so much want to attack but dam fear just stops me in my tracks. Why do i fear everyone because i know the pain they bring. I hate them all I hate him for causing so much pain Why can't he leave me alone why can't i just go on without the dam fear why
  2. ashes_away

    ashes_away Well-Known Member

    Hi Mary
    You and your family have experienced and are experiencing so much pain right now..it is hard to imagine how you can be strong,I know.I can only think of one thing,and that is the first paragraph of the

    Serenity Prayer

    God, grant me the Serenity
    To accept the things I cannot change...
    Courage to change the things I can,
    And Wisdom to know the difference.

    i hope you can be at peace today
  3. total eclipse

    total eclipse SF Friend Staff Alumni

    Thanks it is a good prayer i hope god does care soon I am off to work it is the only thing that keeps this mind distracted for awhile anyways. Seeing others pain and being able to help them brings some peace to me I wish i wasn't such a weak ass at times but i will survive I always do just tired these days. but thank you for the lines above they say so much.
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