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Fear of living

Discussion in 'I Have a Question...' started by total eclipse, Feb 1, 2010.

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  1. total eclipse

    total eclipse SF Friend Staff Alumni

    fear of facing another day
    fear of all the dam pain
    fear of what else you will do
    fear of what i might do
    fear because your coming home
    fear of everything now
    i just hate waking up
    because i don't want to face another day
    i am on edge just thinking what
    trauma youwill bring home with you.
    i wish i could just leave because this is not living any more
    this is pure hell
  2. Rukia

    Rukia Well-Known Member

  3. bluegrey

    bluegrey Antiquities Friend

    Violet :console: please, please don't this fear throw you. It will become manageable. When I cycle into a depressive episode I become so paralyzed with fear and panic that I am frozen to a piece of furniture. I have to keep my eyes closed, listen to a radio at a VERY low volume and get up only to relieve my bladder or eat something if I am starving.

    It does and it WILL subside! Please don't let this down time leave you living in dread of it re-occurring. Stupendously massive hugs! :arms: :arms:
  4. total eclipse

    total eclipse SF Friend Staff Alumni

    Oh i am glad someone understands i thought i was going crazy I didn't know whether i should stop my medication or what i hope it goes away soon.
  5. bluegrey

    bluegrey Antiquities Friend

    Anxiety medications only make me feel like a zombie- but that is just me. I reassure myself that my mental wiring will readjust soon- all I have to do is not add secondary fear upon my fear and ride the mess out by taking things especially slow and easy for the duration.

    :console: You'll be feeling calm again soon. :smile:
  6. total eclipse

    total eclipse SF Friend Staff Alumni

    Thanks yeh anxiety meds making me feel tired and weak I see my psychologist tommorrow maybe see what he thinks about the medication Dam fear i hate being so weak thanks again for you help
  7. Forgotten_Man

    Forgotten_Man Well-Known Member

    Fear of life... that is a new one I can use. I am just scared of surviving in this world. Where you have to be so very cut throat to live.
  8. total eclipse

    total eclipse SF Friend Staff Alumni

    I don't think you have to be cut throat just not so sensitive One has to not take so much in it overwhelms I am sorry you feel so afraid i hope you are getting some help for this fear. I am it is the only way i see any hope by getting help to deal with it all.
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