Fear of living

fear of facing another day
fear of all the dam pain
fear of what else you will do
fear of what i might do
fear because your coming home
fear of everything now
i just hate waking up
because i don't want to face another day
i am on edge just thinking what
trauma youwill bring home with you.
i wish i could just leave because this is not living any more
this is pure hell

 

:hug:

 

Violet :console: please, please don't this fear throw you. It will become manageable. When I cycle into a depressive episode I become so paralyzed with fear and panic that I am frozen to a piece of furniture. I have to keep my eyes closed, listen to a radio at a VERY low volume and get up only to relieve my bladder or eat something if I am starving.

It does and it WILL subside! Please don't let this down time leave you living in dread of it re-occurring. Stupendously massive hugs! :arms: :arms:

 

Oh i am glad someone understands i thought i was going crazy I didn't know whether i should stop my medication or what i hope it goes away soon.

 

Anxiety medications only make me feel like a zombie- but that is just me. I reassure myself that my mental wiring will readjust soon- all I have to do is not add secondary fear upon my fear and ride the mess out by taking things especially slow and easy for the duration.

:console: You'll be feeling calm again soon. :smile:

 

Thanks yeh anxiety meds making me feel tired and weak I see my psychologist tommorrow maybe see what he thinks about the medication Dam fear i hate being so weak thanks again for you help

 

Fear of life... that is a new one I can use. I am just scared of surviving in this world. Where you have to be so very cut throat to live.

 

I don't think you have to be cut throat just not so sensitive One has to not take so much in it overwhelms I am sorry you feel so afraid i hope you are getting some help for this fear. I am it is the only way i see any hope by getting help to deal with it all.