Everytime I try to open up, especially to the opposite sex (female) I find myself struggling to not come off as awkward. Yeah, I don't want to go into too much detasil simply because I'm tired of explaining the situations in detail. I'll just say that when I compare myself to other people, it just seems so natural for them. I'm getting to the point when I just want to give up trying to have a decent social life. Sorry for being vague.