I've been feeling like this for a while and I don't know what to do. There is so much confusion and hatred and I don't know what to do anymore. I used to be able to cope when I was strong but not anymore, I'm weak. I used to have so much fight in me but I can't fight anymore, it's all gone. I'm sick of pretending to be happy, I'm sick of pretending I'm okay. Sick of hiding away cuts and scars. I just need somebody to talk to.