i am so fed up with certain people who call themsaelves friends.. i mean really.. my dad has cancer and wanted to go see his brother up north, well his rep payee gave up money to take him up there, we leave and get stranded. dad's rep payee can;t give us any more money until the 1 st 3 rd or 15 th of the month because that is the only time they do checks. we had 2 flat tires on an RV. so i ask a friend to post it online and ask for anyone who can help and all becvause dad,s rep will give them the money right back, well i get home finally and look online and people are blaming me it;s my fault for going on so much, not looking at thinfgs, checking things, etc.. so i posted just so they would not worry that i did make it back.. well some friends i have... i get critized when i am trying my best to survive without losing it, but i am fed up. i am hurt so freeking bad it ios not funny anymore. they think i aint got the guts well by grab i am going to show them. io am going to show them all. they hurt me for the last time.. they don't care so what is the pioint in me being here either? so screw them all..