Im on a downer so warning this may trigger a lot of people. But i have a valid point. I have been depressed for over 4 years, this last year has been most severe. I have reached out for helped. been put on numerous meds. none which have worked. numberous councilling and therapies, neither which are working. Nothing is getting any better. And i cant bear to live any longer. Wats the point. Wat is SO wrong with dying??? Everyone dies...so why not bring it forward. People get fed the same bull everyday. Im sure 90% of the people on this site have been told 'dont give up' 'keep going' 'it will get better' 'things can change' Its jus something people say to get you from one day to the next. And the next day hurts just as much. usually more so! people that do recover from severe depression often return after a period. Wats the point in being miserable for 10 20 30 god knows how many years of your life to be happy for the last 20?? I've just completely had enough. I cant bear this anymore. For me, tonight's not the night. But its coming..