I thought I was getting over these feelings somehow. Stopped cutting for a few weeks. Now, Im sat here, feeling utterly useless, I'm feeling like my life is pointless. I hate how things are now, I'd honestly rather be dead. I feel guilty for feeling this way, as God has given me this life, yet I don't want it. I'm scared to leave behind what I know, but at the same time, death seems far more welcomingthan staying alive, feeling this hurt on and off for the rest of my life. Not much point to this thread. Thanks for reading anyway.