for last 10 years I am going through very bad phase. I have not seen any success till now, only failures and monetary loss. I got married in the year 1998 and I found that the girl was much older than me. My family members does not used to like her and they used to send her home frequently. My so called wife used religious activities to woo me but I caught hold of her. With this I cam into contact with another girl and married her quietly. But this my family members came to know and after this further hell started of my life. Now they like my earlier wife and are very good to her. I am not allowed to move anywhere. A strict watch is kept on me. Each and every information is taken from my office. My mobile phones are tracked. I have tried few failed attempt of suicide. Now I was planning to go to Goa from 24th Dec till 4th Jan 2010 with my new wife. Now my family members are creating a hell lot of it. I just want to die now.