I'm fed up of everything, seems nothing I do is ever good enough for anyone, not even myself. Anxiety levels have been sky high since last night, haven't had any time at all today to even try to relax a bit. Worried sick about everything, ocd's being an absolute pain in the neck, had to quit facebook last night because a non-understanding family member was being nasty and made me feel like a huge ugly pile of horse crap and made me feel like my efforts are worth less than nothing. Apparently I'm a selfish bitch for wanting to have something for myself for once, usually I'm the one who gives everyone else as much of myself as I'm capable of giving even to the detriment of myself. Then the moment I need anything I'm apparently a selfish mare. In a fair amount of pain from a migraine and really need something stronger to take this migraine away. Painkillers have taken the edge off it but I can't take anything more for it because of my other medication so I've basically got to suffer all night. Thanks for listening and I'm sorry for being a whiny mare.