I'm so fed up and done. Everyone says that things will get better, things will change. Bullshit! It just keeps getting worse and worse. Yesterday my son called me an idiot. His Dad and I told him to apologize and he won't. My GP puts my children in front of me to deter me from finally saying goodbye to all this crap. They don't care, they hate me. The whole house would be better off without me and I wouldn't have to keep trying to hang on. Wish I was already dead.