I am seriously so fed up with myself. I let him back in. Every. Damn. Time. And it's always the same. Broken promises. Waiting up for him. Waiting around. I really need to be strong and just let him go. I just don't want to be alone. I know he doesn't love me. I would be a complete ass if I honestly thought he did. I don't know who to talk to because no one knows I'm still seeing him. My brothers would be pissed. My mom would be heartbroken. And I'm pretty sure my dad would be too. I've haven't even told my sister and she knows everything. I'm 25 years old. Why can I not get my shit together????