I'm fed up with this anorexia and bulimia. Having one ED is enough, but 2, cumon. It's rediculous. I can't stand it. I want them to go away for ever and never come back I can't stand the things they make me do to myself. I can't stand the tourture I put myself through because of them. Yet at the same time I'm thinking "ok, now how can I hide the weight loss so it's not found out". It's driving me insane!!!!!!!! I want this madness to stop. BUt they won't let me speak. They won't let me tell on them. I sound like a loony know like I have others livining inside of me.