I feel weird typing this out for total strangers to see, but I'm just very lost right now. Last weekend I was sitting in the living room having a drink with my boyfriend, and we were having an argument- nothing too serious, just a scuffle about something little. He suddenly just snapped- he ended up beating me up pretty badly, and the police came. Then he was sending me horrible messages about how worthless I was, and how I was a waste of time and space, and he wished I was dead. I don't know why, but I took a handful of sleeping pills, which inevitably landed me in the hospital. The word got around, and then I was getting messages from him telling me that I should've done a better job at killing myself. I've blocked his number, but am sitting here feeling so very low... I lost my long time boyfriend, my dignity, any self esteem that I had (which in hindsight,although I thought I had a great relationship, it was toxic from the beginning) and any sense of worth. I don't feel like hurting myself right now, but I feel so useless, unloved and beaten down (literally and metaphorically). The hospital was supposed to set me up with a psychologist, but they haven't called with an appointment date yet... So I feel pretty alone. Just wondering if anyone on here has been in a similar situation. Sorry for the ramble, but thank you for reading it.