I did another attempt last night. Overdose. Obviously it didn't work because I am still here. Suffered no major effects either. Nobody knows, my husband just thought I was sick and unsteady on my feet from overdoing things. People at work giving me a hard time and also an anniversary of a death in the family. Today I feel really happy and have felt like this in the past after other failed attempts. Was wondering if other people feel like this after attempts.