I feel ashamed to say I wish to commit suicide as I am a mum to a 14 year old son whom I lost custody of 3 years even though I see him everyday. It was an extremely abusive, traumatic divorce & custody battle where I was also defamed on Facebook. I live in a small town where everyone saw the posts my ex-husband wrote about me after I asked for a divorce he declared war on me. I am homeless, unemployed & see no way out of this misery & torment. Him & his dad (my ex husband) remind me I have no home and I feel I am hanging on to the last threads of my dignity.