Well, right now I don't feel depressed. Yesterday I felt severely suicidally depressed. The difference between today and yesterday? Outwardly, nothing. Inwardly, I literally feel like I'm functioning at a diminished capacity or something. As if my mind is sort of a clouded fog. For example, I can't really seem to ponder things deeply right and as right, it's very difficult to express exactly what I mean. Even right now I just deleted a paragraph I was half way through because I lost where I wanted to go with it. It's like I'm just an overthinker or something. No real question here, just a tidbit of mildly relevant info about my brand of crazy. I haven't felt like this since this past summer. Hope it lasts as long as it did then. No idea what it is, but I ought to bonk myself on the head or something so I can have this "cloudy" feeling all the time.