I live alone and the isolation is killing me. All but two of my friends have left and moved on, and the ones left live so far away and work so much I see them once a week or less. I'm really shy and it's really hard for me to make friends with my job - it's not like I work at the same place 9-5 every day, and I don't go to school either so I go nowhere that I can get to know people. I am a musician and most of my jobs are at events like weddings or cocktail hours where nobody talks to me, or sleezy bars where drunk dudes just try to hit on me. I do try to befriend people I meet but men just want to get in my pants and have no interest in platonic friendship, and women seem uninterested when I invite them to hang out. I can't live in this solitude forever, and I don't know how to bring people back into my life anymore. :/