when I get depressed, or suicidal or just feel empty, i feel like a different person. it's like, i don't like the people who are close to me, like my boyfriend just angers me and pisses me off and is useless, and my best friend is just annoying and i can't stand him, and i say mean and horrible things that I know at the time I shouldn't be saying, but I just don't care. I'm mean even when they're trying to help and they're only saying nice things. I don't deserve their help.
Then I wake up in the morning and I don't remember the horrible things I have said. Like if I have been texting the previous night I have to read through my texts to remember all the horrible things that I have said the previous night.
is this normal? is this just depression or something else?
Kaz x
Then I wake up in the morning and I don't remember the horrible things I have said. Like if I have been texting the previous night I have to read through my texts to remember all the horrible things that I have said the previous night.
is this normal? is this just depression or something else?
Kaz x