I keep trying to move forward. I'm spinning in circles, trapped in a whirlwind. I can't find a full-time job. I need to support my wife and son. My training is in teaching. The skills don't transfer to any other types of jobs. I've tried. Applying to jobs triggers anxiety and depression and suicidal thoughts. This has been going on for months. I feel a little more dead every day, too tired to cry anymore, just more resigned to the end. Only my son keeps me alive another day. I need ideas for careers or jobs for former teachers....I'm at the desperation point where I'm applying to Wal Mart and Starbucks and temp agencies.