Hey Everyone, So, this is my first post and I just wanted some advice. If anyone is in a relationship, either boyfriend/girlfriend or even a spouse, perhaps they can understand better. Did any of you ever feel that you have no Confidence about yourself? I do Just when I look in the mirror, I can never smile, because I feel I have nothing to smile about. On a personal side, my husband has been into pornography for many many MANY years, even when we were married. But I never knew until recently. He apologized and swore he 'd never do it again, but I feel that my body has been tainted coz my husband has seen a MILLION others BETTER THAN me Any time that I want that enjoyment with my husband just to get romantic with him, I feel that there's no use and I'd be boring or just so small and not as good as what he's seen before. I feel that I have nothing left to give for my husband. And let me tell you, my husband is the only TRUE happiness that I have (or had?). He's HONESTLY the only one that I live for. So If I have nothing left to give my husband.... that means I have nothing left to give the world.... so why Live? .... shouldnt I just end it now? I feel so PATHETIC and just an UGly being now put on this earth to the point my husband doesnt find enjoyment in me any advice?