I feel like I really need to lose weight. Technically, I'm considered "healthy" and I don't need to. However, I know I'd feel much better about myself if I weren't so fat. I feel so self conscious about every ounce of fat on my body. My face is fatter. It's driving me crazy. I hate my body. People bigger than me think I'm absurd for thinking I'm fat.. but they just don't get it. I don't like any bit of fat and want it gone. So, I'm working on it. I think I just needed to rant for a minute about that lol.