Feel like it's the end

Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by Bruces, Aug 6, 2015.

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  1. Bruces

    Bruces Well-Known Member

    Life has no meaning anymore,nothing interests me I just want to sleep as much as possible my life now is completely defunct and pointless I have no job,no partner no friends or social life,life is nothing but a chore that has no interest,the end with be a blessing :(
     
  2. AAA3330

    AAA3330 Well-Known Member

    I feel like my life has ended too. I never would have thought that life could get so bad as it has for me. I'm miserable all of the time.
     
  3. Inspire&Inquire

    Inspire&Inquire SF Supporter

    I'll be your friend Bruces! Sounds like we've got a lot in common.
     
  4. Bruces

    Bruces Well-Known Member

    So tired of my pointless existance I've failed in every job every relationship really what is the point anymore I remember life as a child being so happy as a child I no longer care for living
     
  5. AAA3330

    AAA3330 Well-Known Member

    I can remember being happy until I was 40. It really sucks when you're unable to enjoy anything because you're so miserable all of the time.
     
  6. palebluewitch

    palebluewitch New Member

    Hi...I'm from Germany so please excuse any linguistic mistakes I might make. I am 21 years old and facing the first of three major exams in med school (it is the end of second year). I have a long history of mental illness, including anorexia, depression, pain disorder and so on....I managed to recover from all the physical manifestations of it, but nonetheless I keep on reaching these points in my life where I feel like the end is near. These emotional states are more frequent lately. I feel deeply ashamed of myself as I'm incapable of properly preparing for my exams. This means I'll lose my scholarship. I feel trapped, depressed and useless. I don't even have the strength to write about it in detail. I'm so over and done with everything, so tired. I spend a lot of my time laying somewhere staring at the ceiling, thinking and doing nothing. I'm not even hurting...nor do I feel numb. I feel over.
     
  7. Petal

    Petal SF dreamer Staff Alumni SF Supporter

    So sorry to hear you are struggling again Bruces. You can always pm me if you need to talk.
     
  8. Bruces

    Bruces Well-Known Member

    I never realised as a child my life would end up been so worthless and pathetic I'm good for nothing I hope the end comes soon,I'm worth literally nothing
     
  9. Bruces

    Bruces Well-Known Member

    I remember the happiness as a child then something happened my brain went wrong I became worthless and stayed that way ever since also I developed so I look as bad as I feel what a terrible world I pray for my life to end every single night I hate been alive it's a nightmare u never escape from
     
  10. Bruces

    Bruces Well-Known Member

    Sadly as much as they say there is,there is actually nothing can be done I've suffered for 25 years and seen dozens of shrinks and taken dozens of tablets so safe to say I'm likely to stay this way until I'm dead
     
  11. Petal

    Petal SF dreamer Staff Alumni SF Supporter

    Have you thought about going on a holiday? A break from this stress could work wonders for you. Sorry you are still suffering.
     
  12. AAA3330

    AAA3330 Well-Known Member

    I'm sure that I'll be the way that I am until I'm dead as well. It's terrible to have something wrong with your brain and you're not able to fix it. It does seem like most people always seem to think that everyone can be cured with meds. I'm not sure exactly why that is. It's like they just can't see that something can go wrong with the brain that can't be fixed.
     
  13. undercurrent

    undercurrent Member

    Exactly how I feel. :(
     
  14. DrownedFishOnFire

    DrownedFishOnFire Quieta non movere

    Guess it's only up to you to change the attitude if you tried all medications.....we cannot force a horse to drink water, it has to want to drink.
     
  15. Bruces

    Bruces Well-Known Member

    I'd love to go on holiday but nobody to go with plus my psoriasis pits me off wanting to wear shorts and t-shirts :(
     
  16. ShatteredDreams

    ShatteredDreams New Member

    I understand Bruces. It is so easy to give up and so hard to keep fighting. I'm so tired lately. Tired of fighting and tired of being alone. I've thought about suicide so often this week that I decided to try one of these sites. The pain in unending. I feel so alone.
     
  17. Bruces

    Bruces Well-Known Member

    Me too I just genuinely wish I'd never been born I really do,I can't do anything as I don't want to hurt my family I just wish I'd never existed
     
  18. Bruces

    Bruces Well-Known Member

    I've surged to think about it constantly they say socialising helps depression I went out to a famy do last night and that compounded how worthless my own life is when I see people enjoying themselves knowing there's lives are good then I look at mine knowing it's so worthless :(
     
  19. Bruces

    Bruces Well-Known Member

    I know the feeling it's like been on the outside looking in
     
  20. nothinman81

    nothinman81 Antiquities Friend

    All I can do is click "reply with quote" Bruces...


    I feel exactly the same way.
     
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