Feel like Raging.

Discussion in 'Rants, Musings and Ideas' started by JustPernicious, Nov 3, 2009.

  1. JustPernicious

    JustPernicious Well-Known Member

    Kso I'm not usually one to vent but god damn i dnt even know anymore
    apperently my fiance of 2 years has been cheating on me
    for ATLEAST 2 months
    what the fuck
    im always the asshole
    im always the dick
    im always the one who did something wrong but OH YEAH
    fucking slut
    i wish her dumb bitch ass would wake the fuck up and answer my text
    im gonna love hearing the excuse
    or how its not how it looks
    yeah ok
    go fuck yourself.
  2. NoGood

    NoGood Well-Known Member

    you need a vent! you need to get it all off your chest! Let it all out!!!

    Are you sure she is cheating?? Dont burn bridges untill you are 100% sure!

  3. JustPernicious

    JustPernicious Well-Known Member

    Oh I'm 100% sure
  4. NoGood

    NoGood Well-Known Member

    well if you 100% you should look at this as a blessing. Imagine if you found out after you two got married - how messy would that be???

    Think yourself lucky.... you now know what kinda person she is and now you can be happy to move on. You wont have to waste anymore time with her. Clearly she wasnt 'the one' so now you can open the door for the right person.

    I know this hurts now but you will get through this. And you will come out happier on the other side. x
  5. CPessimist

    CPessimist Well-Known Member

    sorry broseph... really fuckin sucks.
  6. JustPernicious

    JustPernicious Well-Known Member

    Oh hi colin whats up dood.

    yeah im like fighting the temptation to go downstairs and wake her
    the drama infront of her mum is the only reason im not.
    she sprained her ankle earlier
    so she didnt come up here
    i suppose this is what they call fate?
  7. NoGood

    NoGood Well-Known Member

    Its a private issue between u and the girl so you are doing the right thing by not going downstairs and stirring everything up. That would prob make it worse. Take the high road, be the bigger person, dont have any regret but get everything you need to say out. Maybe make a list of everything you want to bring up so you dont leave anything out?
  8. CPessimist

    CPessimist Well-Known Member

    fate? nah man... you can find love sometime, but it sure as hell isn't here. You're in a really shitty spot... you're staying with her aren't you? Definitely don't curse her out, just leave and never talk to her again (if you're capable financially). Good luck with your shit DJ
  9. JustPernicious

    JustPernicious Well-Known Member

    She can't even admit it
    i shoulda stopped looking already but no
    found even more shit
    apperently she doesnt love me
    and has been messing with other people.
    fuck me right?
    and its not bad enough
    BUT my mom wont let me move in with her
    so im stuck here
    fuck me.
  10. TaraB3ar

    TaraB3ar Well-Known Member

    When I found out my boyfriend was cheating on me he was sleeping too, only I threw his phone at his head and cursed him out in front of my mom. So kudos to you for handling it better than me. Vent here all you want, you have every right to be angry. I really dont understand how anyone can cheat, its just disgusting. So as nogood said count yourself lucky that you know now, not after the wedding. But im sorry you're stuck there with her, I hope you can find a way out and be surrounded by people who care about you. You deserve that much at least. I wish you the best!
  11. Petal

    Petal SF dreamer Staff Member Safety & Support SF Supporter

    Glad your mum allowed you back home! Hope everythings sorted :)