Fuck everything. Seriously, fuck everything. Fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fucking everything. In such a rage, I took a blade in my fist, gripping it cut into my fingers, and I cut down my arm. Going to leave huge scars, well fuck it. I would have done more, I want to do more but my parents are home and keep fucking coming downstairs. Going to kill myself this weekend, or a little later. Nobody can help me now. Just leaving this message to tell you all life fucking sucks and people in this world are going to fuck you over. And sometimes things don't get fucking better. 1 and a half years. Have I really been happy for longer than a week? No. Fuck this. FUCK. LIFE.