nothing right now.... I am alone.. People will say they will never leave you but they do they will say they love you but they dont if i die tonight would it matter?? why is it that when you need them, truly need them they leave you when you are really down ?? doesnt matter. i dont matter.. i know whats going on... it doesnt take a genious to figure it out. sorry... everyone im sorry.. my presence here is no more.. never meant any harm.. hurting wanted it to stop or ease.. wanted to be accepted for who i am regardless of my stupid life or problems, wanted a friend.. doesnt matter i push them away like always.. im sorry for coming here and posting and sorry for hurting others.. im worthless and pathic i know that now.. i meant no harm , no harm to anyone and if ive hurt you im sorry.