Everyone i relied on has moved away leaving me feeling totally alone and isolated. My moods are out of control and i can't cope anymore and there's nowhere for me to turn. I sacrificed my diet to enjoy some unhealthy food before I fix things forever; all I can think about is killing myself. The professionals haven't helped me even though I've tried and tried to get help from them and even if I survive an attempt, they'll likely just send me home. All that's left for me to do really is write a suicide note because there isn't anything that takes me away from this feeling; I feel totally exhausted and have no one to turn to. I'm not quite sure why i'm writing this because all anyone ever says to me when I open up to them is: "I don't know what to say", but I had to say this somewhere.