I feel stupid.. my mouth isn't working right. I get these like.. short times my brain so overload I don't make sense.. Was on phone someone now I home cuz confused and paranoid almost where I was.. I feel stupid.. Don't want talk out loud cuz I sound weird.. I sound stupid.. My brain overloaded.. I have had before.. I feel not real.. i see my hand and i think it fake.. feel strange.. Should sleep.. but idk.. I hate self.. I feel selfish.. I don't make sense.. I dunno why my brain so overload.. I apparently am slurring they said.. But I don't take no drugs or anything.. I feel like stupid person..