feel unsafe

Discussion in 'Help Me! I Need to Talk to Someone.' started by Flames, Jul 13, 2011.

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  1. Flames

    Flames Member

    I feel like crap and i am fed up of this cycle. I am on meds. I have been in therapy for years. I know I will feel better again, but I also know i will crash again. This cycle has not stopped since i first became unwell in 2005. I have no life. I can’t socialise. I am finding it so difficult to focus on anything. Nothing seems enjoyable, what the hell is the point? I’ve fought for so long and now i want to give up. I just feel so bloody low. I am tempted to use self destructive behaviours to cope, even if it only helps while i am carrying out the act.
     
  2. Fitzy

    Fitzy Well-Known Member

    Is there anyone you can talk to right now about how you feel? X
     
  3. Flames

    Flames Member

    i don't have the mental energy to phone anyone, sorry. I will try and go to sleep.
     
  4. Flames

    Flames Member

    I ended up overdosing, still feel really unsafe and really quite low. Just drained of energy though so I doubt I will do anything. Just wish this would end.
     
  5. starryeyed

    starryeyed Well-Known Member

    Are you ok
     
  6. Flames

    Flames Member

    Not really. The only thing keep me going is not eating, which seems like a paradox within itself. i just cant live without being destructive. i feel scared as i overdosed again. When the psych liason person came he said 'you've allegedly overdosed' which really pissed me off so i didnt talk to him. just feel so low!

    Thanks for asking.
     
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