Hi All This is my first post here, i know there are lots of experienced people here and we all can help each other. Does any one feel very depressed in the morning, especially after wake up? I feel so. Is there any way to cope with that? I woke up every day at 5:45AM because i goes to work early morning. As soon as i woke up, i started feeling that i am worthless, life is meshed up. I don't have any hope, there is no future for me, i don't deserve anything in my life, i think every oe in the world are happy and i am the only one, who is suffering the most. By the way i have very horrible life, lot of things happens in my life, which make me feel so. But these feelings goes away in an hour or so, when i start working and then i becomes very busy, so forgot everything and then again the same cycle start next day. By the way i work very hard i have two jobs, I am a software engg i work almost 80 hours a week, was cheated by girlfriend in past. I left her. I make hell lot of money (but money is not everything) with that much money i became crazy and started some bad habits and had a arrest record for that. I also screwed by health. Mentally i am sick, though physically i look fit. I don't have any hope, i started taking the depression medicine but as soon as i stopped them i had very bed withdrawn effect and needs to start it again, but again i feel depressed because of my past and I think about it again and again and my future is associated with that. I will write my details in more detail later. Thanks for your time to read this. I will really appreciate any reply on my condition ad suggestion.