Feeling bad again

Status
Not open for further replies.
#1
I was feeling better, happier more confident but thats all gone again, I'm drinking again when I hadn't for quite a while, I feel fat so I am trying to stop eating and I have someone new screwing with my head, why can't I find a guy who doesn't play games with me?

I played games with him for a while, to make him jealous, but I do really like him, he's sweet, hes fantastic looking and he acts like he cares about me ... So why is he playing games with my head???

I'm sitting here with a bottle of margarita's as I drank too much JD and now have trouble drinking it, and a packet of seriously strong co-codamol I want to take...

I doubt I will, but I want to take them. These tablets are amazing, when I broke my arm they stopped the pain so I could sleep, but will they stop this pain? I want to be gone.
 
#2
Well I've made it to that happy drunk place, still feel fat and want to cut it out with a kitchen knife...

Drinking alone is bad, but it's how to cope...
 
Status
Not open for further replies.

Please Donate to Help Keep SF Running

Total amount
$70.00
Goal
$255.00
Top