Im a 19year old guy from norway, far far north.
Been with a girl for 3years now, lately it seems like she just dont care anymore..
I make so little money, im a security guard for a night club and get things thrown in my face all the time.
I got so many bills, cant afford the apartment , cant afford food.
I'm tired of being white trash, broke and always poor.
My dad called the cops on me, for driving with a rusty car.. called me a fucking idiot.. stole my childsupport money when i was young, never offerd to help me with anything.
My first love that i ever loved, i lost.. And i cant get her out of my head.
i wanna take this time to be perfectly honest, cause ther's alot of shit
that i keep bottled that hurts deep inside of my soul and just know that i grow colder the older i grow. I have no feelings for other people.
I cant feeling anything, my heads numb, my vision gets blurry, my heart hurts, feeling this hopless depression.
My life seems pointless, and for the past year i've been thinking 'bout suicide, and now it feels like i've hit rock bottom..
My suicide feelings are so strong
Been with a girl for 3years now, lately it seems like she just dont care anymore..
I make so little money, im a security guard for a night club and get things thrown in my face all the time.
I got so many bills, cant afford the apartment , cant afford food.
I'm tired of being white trash, broke and always poor.
My dad called the cops on me, for driving with a rusty car.. called me a fucking idiot.. stole my childsupport money when i was young, never offerd to help me with anything.
My first love that i ever loved, i lost.. And i cant get her out of my head.
i wanna take this time to be perfectly honest, cause ther's alot of shit
that i keep bottled that hurts deep inside of my soul and just know that i grow colder the older i grow. I have no feelings for other people.
I cant feeling anything, my heads numb, my vision gets blurry, my heart hurts, feeling this hopless depression.
My life seems pointless, and for the past year i've been thinking 'bout suicide, and now it feels like i've hit rock bottom..
My suicide feelings are so strong