id like to see if im as crazy as i think.
i wouldnt call myself wanting to die a depressing feeling,
ofcourse i have been, but now i just want to die for the sake of dieing.
i find myself thinking about it every morning but not feeling sad.
is wanting to get killed the same as killing myself?
it started when i left highschool in 08, everything in my life has
been down hill and this year put the cheery on top. i only feel happy
watching my shadow or looking in the mirror because i feel like im someone
else watching me.
i wouldnt call myself wanting to die a depressing feeling,
ofcourse i have been, but now i just want to die for the sake of dieing.
i find myself thinking about it every morning but not feeling sad.
is wanting to get killed the same as killing myself?
it started when i left highschool in 08, everything in my life has
been down hill and this year put the cheery on top. i only feel happy
watching my shadow or looking in the mirror because i feel like im someone
else watching me.