Hello, I am feeling too hopless and too isolated and extremely sad... No one to listen and no one who can understand. Dont feel good with anyone. I feel i am alone in this world. i am having too much suicidal thoughts right now... Cant even scream coz of fear that someone may hear it and i dont like to create dramas in public. I feel i must leave this world and get peace out somewhere in some other world or wherever. I am just running out of my mind. I think i am not at all important to anyone. I was never special for anyone..... pains within myself are eating me.