Feeling dizzy

Discussion in 'Rants, Musings and Ideas' started by Darkness Inside, Nov 17, 2010.

  1. Darkness Inside

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    Knife lost to security at airport, no knife, no pain. I need my fucking pain I need it. I have no knife Im going to go fucking crazy without it



    You're worth so much
    It'll never be enough
    To see what you have to give
    How beautiful you are
    Yet seem so far from everything
    You're wanting to be
    You're wanting to be

    Tears falling down again
    Tears falling down

    You fall to your knees
    You beg, you plead
    Can I be somebody else
    For all the times I hate myself?
    Your failures devour your heart
    In every hour, you're drowning
    In your imperfection

    You mean so much
    That heaven would touch
    The face of humankind for you
    How special you are
    Revel in your day
    You're fearfully and wonderfully made
    You're wonderfully made

    Tears falling down again
    Come let the healing begin

    You fall to your knees
    You beg, you plead
    Can I be somebody else
    For all the times I hate myself?
    Your failures devour your heart
    In every hour, you're drowning
    In your imperfection

    You're worth so much
    So easily crushed
    Wanna be like everyone else
    No one escapes
    Every breath we take
    Dealing with our own skeletons, skeletons

    You fall to your knees
    You beg, you plead
    Can I be somebody else
    For all the times I hate myself?
    Your failures devour your heart
    In every hour, you're drowning
    In your imperfection

    Won't you believe, yeah
    Won't you believe, yeah
    All the things I see in you

    You're not the only one
    You're not the only one
    Drowning in imperfection




    You come to me with scars on your wrist
    You tell me this will be the last night feeling like this
    I just came to say goodbye
    I didn't want you to see me cry, I'm fine
    But I know it's a lie

    This is the last night you'll spend alone
    Look me in the eyes so I know you know
    I'm everywhere you want me to be
    The last night you'll spend alone
    I'll wrap you in my arms and I won't let go
    I'm everything you need me to be

    Your parents say everything is your fault
    But they don't know you like I know you
    They don't know you at all
    I'm so sick of when they say
    It's just a phase, you'll be o.k. you're fine
    But I know it's a lie

    This is the last night you'll spend alone
    Look me in the eyes so I know you know
    I'm everywhere you want me to be
    The last night you'll spend alone
    I'll wrap you in my arms and I won't let go
    I'm everything you need me to be
    The last night away from me

    The night is so long when everything's wrong
    If you give me your hand
    I will help you hold on
    Tonight, tonight

    This is the last night you'll spend alone
    Look me in the eyes so I know you know
    I'm everywhere you want me to be
    The last night you'll spend alone
    I'll wrap you in my arms and I won't let go
    I'm everything you need me to be

    I won't let you say goodbye
    And I'll be your reason why
    The last night away from me
    Away from me
     
  2. Darkness Inside

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    resorting to biting myself until i find a small sharp knife
     
  3. Darkness Inside

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    left arm getting hard to move
     
  4. Darkness Inside

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    great just fucking great, now might be the reason for some ones suicide i never make the right choices, if she kills herself im going along.