Hi - I am new to the forum - here is my situation - i am looking to find someone that can relate & speak to me about my suicidal feelings. I have been feeling this way since I was 12 years old and I am now in my late 20's. It stems from my father - being strict my whole life - always putting me down - telling me everything i do is wrong - its still the same until this day. Its just like I want to get away from all this verbal abuse - its affecting me a great deal for a long time now. I wanted to seek therapy, but i do not have enough time in my day to attend appts as I work & have all these other personal things going on. Trust me I would love to go & get help. My support system is the person I am currently with. He helps me out alot, but if he gets mad at me over something - he completely shuts down & does not speak to me for days, which does not help me either, as my father used to be the same way to my mother & it makes me angry & feel like no one is ever there for me. My family is always out for themselves & are so negative...I dont want to be like them. My mother is the only one that is different supports me. I probably think about suicide about 3-4 times per month. I just try to keep busy & its not working. Can someone please respond if you have any good advise or if you can relate to my situation ??