Right now I really want to end it. I say that often online (not ever in real life) and I never do it. So I guess I shouldn't be posting, I don't know where else to turn though. I try and ask for help and immediatly I'm "Shallow, and an attention seeker" I can't even be who I am without people sneering or finding fault. There is absolutely no help available for me. Too many times have people said no, over and over again. And yet I live every day and just want to end it. And right now, I feel so fucking lonely and sick. All I do is read and play video games, the only time I'm around people is school, for 2 hours. Then I'm alone. I just feel like I should end it.