Feeling Down

Discussion in 'Rants, Musings and Ideas' started by *dilligaf*, Sep 25, 2007.

  1. *dilligaf*

    *dilligaf* Staff Alumni

    Feeling really down tonight

    Sitting here wanting to cry, trying so hard not to.

    Don’t even know what is wrong.

    Don’t even know why I’m not happy.

    Lying next to the woman I love and even that’s not enough to cheer me up is it?!

    Feeling like I want to cut again. I wont, but I want to.

    I just want to sleep, sleep and not wake up.

    Trying to weld this happy mask on while N is here,

    It’s not working.

    She’s looking at me like she wants to ask what is wrong.

    I’m trying to be polite but I don’t want to talk.

    Want to cry, sleep, curl up into a ball and hibernate
     
  2. me1

    me1 Well-Known Member

    :hug: :hug: :hug: :hug: :hug: :hug: :hug: :hug:

    Hope you feel better soon.
     
  3. Marshmallow

    Marshmallow Staff Alumni

    Here if you need me x
     
  4. *dilligaf*

    *dilligaf* Staff Alumni

    Thanks both

    Luv ya xx
     
  5. danni

    danni Chat Buddy

    :hug: you know to reach me if you want anything hun
     
  6. Terry

    Terry Antiquities Friend Staff Alumni

    Sam :eek:hmy: :hug: :hug :hug: Hope you are feeling better hun.