I don't know why I'm here. No matter how many times I've tried to talk on the crisis line, all I do is cry and they can't hear a word I say. I occasionally was harassed because of my gender identity, or how I looked. It used to bother me a lot but I don't care anymore. I don't even know what Im saying. Nothing makes any sense. I just feel completely empty. I guess I wanted to find someone who might want to talk. I'm not expecting anyone to answer this post. I think I just needed to unload my mind at this point so I can feel free.