I don't feel like I give a shit anymore.
It's all just routine, and white noise.
Wake up.
Stare at the monitor.
Sleep.
Wake up.
Stare at the monitor.
Wash up.
Go to campus.
Sleep.
24 years of nothing but yearning for the end. I don't even care enough to actively try to get out of this life anymore.
Frozen in time, tune out of reality, the autopilot is on. Gaz has exited the vehicle and now an empty carcass is in his place.
There's nothing out there for me, and thus I am nothing. I've worn out my welcome a long time ago.
It's all just routine, and white noise.
Wake up.
Stare at the monitor.
Sleep.
Wake up.
Stare at the monitor.
Wash up.
Go to campus.
Sleep.
24 years of nothing but yearning for the end. I don't even care enough to actively try to get out of this life anymore.
Frozen in time, tune out of reality, the autopilot is on. Gaz has exited the vehicle and now an empty carcass is in his place.
There's nothing out there for me, and thus I am nothing. I've worn out my welcome a long time ago.