I feel like I can't catch a break. I owe several people lots of money along with going to school for which I also owe several thousand dollars. It's overwhelming. I had a couple job interviews but no one will hire me because of my drug possession record. I made a mistake and it appears it will be haunting me for quite some time. I am a disappointment to my parents. When you hear your own parents tell you you are a disappointment it crushes you. I just need something, anything to get me going. I need a spark. Whenever I get going and on a positive track something is there to knock me back down. I feel as if I have a curse. Nothing seems to go right. I feel like giving up.