Didn't think I'd be posting here, but I've been contemplating it for a few days so here goes... I can't stop crying lately, I find myself crying over the simplest things or over nothing. I can't talk to my boyfriend about it because it's bringing him down too, he suffers with suicidal thoughts too (I met him in the psych ward). I can't talk to my family about it because they don't understand. The crisis team in my area are really unhelpful and are basically useless. I've never felt this bad before, not even when I attempted last April and ended up in ICU. I just don't know where it's going to end, but I have a feeling it's going to end badly this time. I can't seem to get out of this rut. I need help.