I'm feeling terrible right now. I am an addicted to cocaine and have been struggling with that for many years now. I have a supportive family who does everything for me. Besides my addiction I have depression which makes everything much worse. I cant stand being a liar anymore. I'm so full of being a selfish ****. But I cant find a goal in life. Sometginf to live for and overcome this addiction. For now its that. I just wanted to write something. I'm in an airport going home. Visited my sister this past week.