I have never felt this low in my life. I am a single mother of three children. I recently had to quit my job due to my back. I had surgery last month and now am looking for a job. I have a hard time paying bills and have been asking my parents for help. My boyfriend who I live with is working and he does help me out but its not enough. I also found out that he is stealing from me again. when we were first together he stole things from me all the time. I kicked him out so many times. He hasn't taken anything in over a year and now is starting it again. I am in so much trouble financially and I don't know what to do I don't have any friends I can talk to and my parents don't know we are back together. I know I need to dump him but I cant do it on my own financially I am so miserable with my life and have no one to talk to about this. He just gets upset at me when I bring things up and when I confront him he just gets upset as well. I know I need to be here for my kids but it has gotten so bad that I do not want to get out of bed. I have never felt like this before and I just do not want to live anymore. Idon't know how to get out of this mess I am in financially and I am just miserable with him but cant do it on my own. I just want to go to sleep and not wake up again. I do not know who to turn to. I cant handle anything on a daily basis. I have anxiety attacks I am about to lose my house and feel like all hope is lost. I am depressed every minute of every day.