No matter what I do I seem so insignificant in my life, I get no respect, no help no one shows me love. My kids are and disrespectful no matter what I say or do, my "partner" is only my partner at night and will not listen to what I say, my mother who lives in my home refuses to get a job and pat for her fair share, I barely make enough to pay rent and hydro let alone food and other stuff. No matter what I do I never seem to make people happy. And am so unworthy of love, why should people love me, I am nothing, I work in a dead end job. I have attempted suicide once, and failed obviously, and lately I have been thinking of it more and more often, too much pressure, no one to talk to about things, the more I think of ending my life the more sense it makes to me.