Not too sure where to ask this, but I've been feeling very strange lately. I don't go out much except for school, but whenever I do take a trip to town or something of the sort I feel like crap just seeing all of the people with their friends, family, clothes, money and everything. I just feel like shit, like I'm below everyone because I can't enjoy all the normal things life has to offer, and even if I was capable, I'd still feel like an outcast because I'm not the social outgoing type of person. I feel like my death won't make a difference, and I'm of no use to this society. I might be going to university soon and moving out, I really don't feel like it anymore, because it'll probably make it worse, I won't make any friends as usual and I'll just be cast out and feel 10x worse being 100 miles away from home, then suicide.... I can see it coming, I have the image in my head.... :sigh:Just had to let this shit out of my system.