Feeling it today

Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by losingmyself, Aug 21, 2007.

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  1. losingmyself

    losingmyself Member

    Today I have been thinking about suicide. I have been crying, feeling sad, and feeling like a loser.

    I have not been able to work in the last two days.

    I just want to walk away from everything.

    I need some support right now because I feel like there is no hope for me.

    I am setting in my car right now and it has been raining since yesterday. I feel like I'm being pissed on.

    I wish I could just walk away from everything.

    I have Lorazepam and Ambien. I dont know if I really want to die or just take enough to survive it. I know that is not logical but my mind is feeling wacky right now.

    Please give me some encouragement
  2. losingmyself

    losingmyself Member

    Well...I thought people would at least read my cry for help but just like anything else I feel even more like a loser.

    Maybe today is the day for me. I may just try it
  3. CuriosityWasFramed

    CuriosityWasFramed Well-Known Member

    Most people are at work or coming home at this time.

    Come into chat i'm sure you'll find plenty of encouragement there, theres a join button up along the top.
  4. RainbowChaser

    RainbowChaser Well-Known Member

    What's happening? Talk to us.
  5. losingmyself

    losingmyself Member

    I made it through the day. Went to my doctor and got meds to help.

    Thanks for your caring.

    JIm G
  6. White Dove

    White Dove Well-Known Member

    glad you are feeling better :hug:

    I will be here for about an hour , feel free to pm me if you want to??
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