Pretty much everyone is an enemy now or at least i see them that way after being accused once again of doing/saying something i didnt at teh barn i wonder if i should be there at all...cried for 4 hours strait and no one gave a dam just walked rite on by...the barn and teh horses are providing less and less peace for me...everything has changed...i look at everyone differently...i see everyone as someone will hurt me then leave me to rot.....