Every week when I try to think or make things better for myself it all comes crashing down. I feel more lonely than I have before and it gets worse every week. I see people in relationships and it constantly reminds me of something I feel I can never have and it eat me alive everytime. I can take it anymore and it is giving me very dark thoughts cause I feel unloved and that no one wants me around and that includes my family. I just want the constant hurt and extreme emotional pain to stop. I really don't know how much longer I cam go on.